Miss U Always And Forever
momowin007 *
To console my burning heart
To control my noisy cry
To hide my wild expression
I went to roof, laid down on the floor
And watch the stars.
Certain questions arise on my mind
Thinking where he will be??
Where do people go after death?
Has he met my grandparents?
What they become after death?
Those biting mosquitoes, I let them bite
Thinking he could be among them
He would be hungry
Dog barks loudly, birds are chirruping continuously
May be they have seen my father standing near me.
That late night, that cold wind
I feel like he is touching my body
I stop crying thinking
He won't able to bear if he sees me crying
Searching for the brightest star
Which could be you
Those painful question still taunting me.
Where will you stay in late cold night,
Burning summer and heavy rainfall?
My heart bleeds thinking of you.
I kept my room open for you.
Come and sleep with me again
I will consider this as paying your debt
Those happy moments
Those joyful tears when you hold my achievements
How proudly and happily you showed them to others
But dad, there will be a painful tear in every victory
Whenever I close my eyes, I could see that night on roof
You ask nothing and I know nothing
But I know you broke my promise
I neither could fulfill in time
But I am not defeated
I trust you would be happy
If I show those wishes to mom.
I will show those flying colors to her
And will search you among her joyful tears.
Wherever you are whatever you are
Your youngest son will miss you each and every moment ..
* Poem written by momowin007 who can be contacted at momowin007(at)gmail(dot)com
This poem was webcasted on November 21 2012.
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